02 July, 2011

LOVE OH LOVE

Days are going with growing frustration.. Reasons not know..

Need a hope to control my LIFE.. Why suddenly I am feeling drained of all the energy in me.. No motivation to find PEACE..

But I am trying to remember these lines
If life gives you 100 reasons to CRY, give life 1000 reasons to SMILE..
-> HELL I am finding hard to find one good reason.. I am not able to see my lovely fabi, my mom, riz, dad, friends to quit these frustrating moments.. Finding the reasons to smile..

LOVE -> LOVE YOUR LIFE.. LOVE YOUR PARTNER.. LOVE YOUR FAMILY.. LOVE YOUR PROFESSION.. LOVE YOUR DUTIES.. LOVE THE PAIN.. LOVE THE FAILURE.. LOVE THE NATURE.. LOVE WHAT LIFE GIVES TO YOU.. LOVE.. LOVE.. LOVE..

I started to smile, bcoz I have more LOVE, I got more LOVE and I use more LOVE.. I feel more LOVE in me and around me..

GOD LOVES US.. idhu podhumea.. ;-)

I love so so so so so so so many things.. but the real beauty is when you get that LOVE..

If you are loving anything.. just think of where did you get that LOVE from so that will act as powerful FUEL to provide light in all your tough situations..

Insha Allah.. I thinking of the Source of what I have and the destinations..

Hope you too will find the Source and Destination of YOUR LOVE.. :-)

Koiyala Feel panna onnum pudunga mudiyadhu.. So no point in FEELING BAD or BORED..

11 June, 2011

What a LIFE

This is a tough one in my mind.. my loneliness making me think something like this and making me more confused..

Simple question: Why god made humans??

Simple answer: ----------------------------------------

Why is this life?? Concerned on the hereafter life?? what to do here?? what not to do here?? why 2 lifes one in this world and other one in heaven or hell??

What I thought by my religion ISLAM is that.. There is only one God.. my initial days were passed assuming ALLAH is name of the god.. When I read the meaning of ALLAH I was humiliated..

ALLAH = AL + ILAH.. AL - One and ILAH - God.. One God..

As a muslim I was in a impression that Allah is name of the lord we workship.. but as days pass.. hunger for the truth grows and search for the fact drives ourselfs..

Backing myself to the topic of "What is LIFE"..

tough to understand.. I haven't read the Quran completely.. not any religious scriptures.. :-( but I like many many many people in this earth believe that life is to LIVE.. Be Good and Do Good..

when I tried to place myself pre-humanic era.. I am deadlock in my thoughts of how did that happen.. why did that happened.. why this way.. why not that way.. so so so many dimensions and I am lost..

What I am trying to find is God is so merciful.. he created us.. he never ever wanted us to be betrayed.. so all prophets and scriptures were to guide humans.. Now since god has such a mercy upon human, why did he going to put us in HELL?? Because we all know when a child is born it is PURE.. The surrounding make the baby good or bad in future.. similarly death is also a big change which might put in a purification process of understanding "What is LIFE?".. but is that only way of it.. what are the other ways??

LIFE.. so called our time interval in this space.. If you do GOOD its a GIFT.. if you do bad its a CURSE.. Did we opted for such a test?? Why are going thru such a test??

Why?????

If we had a starting point then yes we have an ending point.. what is the ending point is the mystery to be uncovered??

After reading this you can very easily understand how much I am confused.. How many questions flash in my mind.. Whatever it is as many say "Beauty of LIFE when we don't whats going to happen NEXT"..

I am trying to adopt to my view of LIFE.. Its Beautiful.. Thank God and Enjoy.. :-)